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Date: Wednesday, 30 Dec 2009 18:46
Continue to work out on a regular basis <3
Stay true to myself and listen to what my heart/mind is telling me
Become more independent & less reliant on others
Save money, spend less
Work hard in blocks 2 & 3 and at my field experience; prepare to student teach spring 2011
Feel more confident about myself and my abilities
Drink more water, less soda, and eat healthier
Stay organized; keep my planner up-to-date
Spend lots of time with family/friends/those I love <3
People keep saying how 2009 was "full of ups and downs", but isn't every year? I lost two family members this year, but my mom's side of the family came back together again. I spent a lot of time stressed/anxious about school, but I got all A's both semesters and I only have 3 more semesters left until I graduate. So, while I didn't enjoy every day of this past year, I'm thankful for my life and the people in it. I do know what 2010 will bring- Blocks 2 & 3 in the teacher prep. program and a summer job. But I'm really looking forward to the little surprises that life is sure to bring, so here's to moving forward with life. Goodbye 2009!
XOXO
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Sunday, 13 Dec 2009 14:39
It's December 13, 2009 @ 3:28pm- my bedroom
Tonight we're getting our Christmas tree, and right now everyone is taking a break from cleaning the house to shower/get food/whatever. It's cloudy (and rainy) and it's been a relaxing day- lots of Christmas cookies are mysteriously gone :)
This semester was a tough one, but as more final grades are posted, I'm realizing how capable I am of handling stress and new experiences. I did a lot of things this semester out of my comfort zone, and I think I've grown up a lot. It's scary to think I'll be student teaching in exactly a year (and then teaching in my own classroom just a few months after that), but I feel like I will be ready.
Relationships- we had our one year anniversary, and things have in general been nice between us. We had such a rocky relationship for awhile, but I think right now we're at a place where we can appreciate each other and just let things be. He said I Love You back in October, which is was much-anticipated, and the longer we're together, the more I feel like he's the one for me. We made it through some tough times this year- on October 11 my uncle died, back in May my cousin died, in July my boyfriend was hospitalized, and in general it's been a roller coaster year. I'm thankful that I've had him as well as my family.
A couple weeks ago I started reading Twilight, and right now I'm done with New Moon and waiting to read Eclipse after I get it for Christmas. Those books are my guilt pleasure- I never thought I'd buy into sparkly vampires, but I definitely found out that's a weakness of mine. I'm looking forward to seeing all the movies now :)
So, I just thought it was time to leave an update on this since it's been so long. I might post again before the new year, but if not... Happy Holidays!
Here's to 2010- I know things will continue to change, but hopefully at this time next year, the people in my life will still be here. Two losses in one year is two too many- let's hope 2010 is filled with happiness, laughter, and love.
xoxo
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Thursday, 03 Sep 2009 19:31
More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can't wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that's not only better, but also more directly involves me.
School has been amazing, I'm going tubing this weekend, and it's almost our one year anniversary :) Life is goood!
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Sunday, 16 Aug 2009 19:48
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Thursday, 13 Aug 2009 18:37
I want this stuff just for nostalgia purposes :)
“Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone just as wild to run with them.” -Sex and the City
"I don't understand how a woman can leave the house without fixing herself up a little- if only out of politeness. And then, you never know, maybe that's the day she has a date with destiny. And it's best to be as pretty as possible for destiny" - Coco Chanel
♥ 11.21.08 very happily taken! :)
"...nobody is perfect. you just have to close your eyes and breathe out and let the puzzle of the human heart be what it is." ♥
"...nobody is perfect. you just have to close your eyes and breathe out and let the puzzle of the human heart be what it is." ♥
Dancing, shopping, my boyfriend, hanging out with friends, sleeping, getting my hair and nails done, taking pictures, road trips, swimming, tubing down the Salt River, getting massages, listening to music, cuddling, reading magazines, going on vacations, laughing, smiling, working out, taking a day off, taking care of kids, cute vintage stores, learning Spanish, going to the moves... =]
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Friday, 12 Jun 2009 13:44
How about some updates?
1) SEX AND THE CITY MOVIE is almost out and I can't wait!
2) I broke up with the boyfriend back in February, and have since almost broken up three or four relationships because guys are pathetic, but thankfully I'm not that skanky.
3) Cinco do Mayo party is coming up, and there's going to be SO much tequila..
4) I was at this party on Saturday, and to make a long story short, this guy was into me. He had an awful sense of humor, like really not funny at all, but I decided to go outside with him because he "really needed to talk to me." He was drunk, and decided that a better option would be to make out with me, despite his Salsa Verde dorito breath. I moved my head, which is when he decided to make out with my ear. Tongue and all. It was nasty. When I decided to crash on the floor, since it was like 3 in the morning, he took it upon himself to lay next to me, which is when I loudly said "We are NOT cuddling all night, get off of me and GO." Stupid.
5) This is the most important update of all. Remember from my old blog, the teacher I had a huge crush on? I ran into him yesterday. He recognized me, and got my attention, even though I was a huge creeper and like, stared at the back of his head for ten minutes prior. It really made me miss him. We talked for like a half hour, and he mentioned again that if I ever needed help with anything, I was always welcome to stop by his classroom. We hugged, and chit-chatted, etc; it was totally fun to catch up. I think he's one crush that I will never get over. Ha ha god that's retarded.
6) I'm going to the Poison concert for my birthday! I got way into Rock of Love 2, and since Poison is on tour this summer... I will definitely be there.
7) Freshman year of college is almost over... wow. That's really incredible. I'm really liking college, probably too much.
8) I spent 30 hours in a kindergarten classroom for one of my teaching classes, and I have to say, I'm very excited to be a teacher. Mamacita! <3 face="arial">9) 301 money... smart schools... CADAVERS?!
10) I wonder what's in store for the future. This summer, sophomore year, the rest of my life. I'm going to be 19 soon. There's stuff I need to do.
-Go to Amsterdam, Germany, etc.
-Finish college and find a teaching job :)
-Learn a new language. Italian.
-But lots of Chanel things.
-Kids. If I have twins, I'm naming them Coco and Chanel.
-Go GREEN. Be a vegetarian. Maybe.
-and the list goes on...
PEACE AND LOVE XOXO
1) SEX AND THE CITY MOVIE is almost out and I can't wait!
2) I broke up with the boyfriend back in February, and have since almost broken up three or four relationships because guys are pathetic, but thankfully I'm not that skanky.
3) Cinco do Mayo party is coming up, and there's going to be SO much tequila..
4) I was at this party on Saturday, and to make a long story short, this guy was into me. He had an awful sense of humor, like really not funny at all, but I decided to go outside with him because he "really needed to talk to me." He was drunk, and decided that a better option would be to make out with me, despite his Salsa Verde dorito breath. I moved my head, which is when he decided to make out with my ear. Tongue and all. It was nasty. When I decided to crash on the floor, since it was like 3 in the morning, he took it upon himself to lay next to me, which is when I loudly said "We are NOT cuddling all night, get off of me and GO." Stupid.
5) This is the most important update of all. Remember from my old blog, the teacher I had a huge crush on? I ran into him yesterday. He recognized me, and got my attention, even though I was a huge creeper and like, stared at the back of his head for ten minutes prior. It really made me miss him. We talked for like a half hour, and he mentioned again that if I ever needed help with anything, I was always welcome to stop by his classroom. We hugged, and chit-chatted, etc; it was totally fun to catch up. I think he's one crush that I will never get over. Ha ha god that's retarded.
6) I'm going to the Poison concert for my birthday! I got way into Rock of Love 2, and since Poison is on tour this summer... I will definitely be there.
7) Freshman year of college is almost over... wow. That's really incredible. I'm really liking college, probably too much.
8) I spent 30 hours in a kindergarten classroom for one of my teaching classes, and I have to say, I'm very excited to be a teacher. Mamacita! <3 face="arial">9) 301 money... smart schools... CADAVERS?!
10) I wonder what's in store for the future. This summer, sophomore year, the rest of my life. I'm going to be 19 soon. There's stuff I need to do.
-Go to Amsterdam, Germany, etc.
-Finish college and find a teaching job :)
-Learn a new language. Italian.
-But lots of Chanel things.
-Kids. If I have twins, I'm naming them Coco and Chanel.
-Go GREEN. Be a vegetarian. Maybe.
-and the list goes on...
PEACE AND LOVE XOXO
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Friday, 12 Jun 2009 13:44
So I ran out of books to read... and then I decided to clean out my cabinet. I saw my neatly stacked pile of Harry Potter books, and then I remembered that I needed to reread the 7th one, since I forgot some of the details.
So I started to read it again. And then I remembered my favorite fanfiction between Sirius/someone I forgot, and Harry/Hermione, and went to find that.
And then. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire was on TV last night.
Harry Potter is everywhere. Last night my mom asked a question about the movie, and I kept talking and talking and she was just like... how many times have you read the books? haha :)
The Cinco De Mayo party is really soon, I'm so excited!
But, I had to pay $280 for 2008-2009 parking pass.
I also bought a $30 fruit enzyme face mask, so I'm pretty excited to get that in the mail. Along with the Victoria's Secret clothes I keep buying. I need a job, really bad.
I'm not responsible.
I also have a final tomorrow.
XOXO
So I started to read it again. And then I remembered my favorite fanfiction between Sirius/someone I forgot, and Harry/Hermione, and went to find that.
And then. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire was on TV last night.
Harry Potter is everywhere. Last night my mom asked a question about the movie, and I kept talking and talking and she was just like... how many times have you read the books? haha :)
The Cinco De Mayo party is really soon, I'm so excited!
But, I had to pay $280 for 2008-2009 parking pass.
I also bought a $30 fruit enzyme face mask, so I'm pretty excited to get that in the mail. Along with the Victoria's Secret clothes I keep buying. I need a job, really bad.
I'm not responsible.
I also have a final tomorrow.
XOXO
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Friday, 12 Jun 2009 13:39
First of all, Cinco de Mayo was insane. C and C make the best shots in the world. Lots of drama went down, but on the upside... it was a good night for me :)
So this one person is still stuck in my head. I had a dream about him the other night, it was super weird. I might send him an email... and see what he says about the thing on the 22nd. Maybe I'll go.
XOXO
So this one person is still stuck in my head. I had a dream about him the other night, it was super weird. I might send him an email... and see what he says about the thing on the 22nd. Maybe I'll go.
XOXO
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Friday, 12 Jun 2009 13:38
I put together the best Mother's Day present for my mom. I'm so excited to give it to her!
Oh my goodness, so last night. J came by to say hi [and drop off some Malibu], and he hugged me a few times, but something was weird. I know he was thinking about when he used to kiss me like that. Well, I'm sure he was, because he texted me that like 2 seconds after I walked inside. I know we would never work dating. We have a good friendship, I like that we both know each other so well.
I found my [shocking pink] nail polish, finally, so my nails match what they used on my pedicure!
I have to babysit, which means free food and clown paranoia. I hope an America's Next Top Model marathon is on!
XOXO
Oh my goodness, so last night. J came by to say hi [and drop off some Malibu], and he hugged me a few times, but something was weird. I know he was thinking about when he used to kiss me like that. Well, I'm sure he was, because he texted me that like 2 seconds after I walked inside. I know we would never work dating. We have a good friendship, I like that we both know each other so well.
I found my [shocking pink] nail polish, finally, so my nails match what they used on my pedicure!
I have to babysit, which means free food and clown paranoia. I hope an America's Next Top Model marathon is on!
XOXO
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Friday, 12 Jun 2009 13:36
My 19th birthday was AMAZING! Sea World was so much fun, and just spending time at the beach was so relaxing :)
Sad part: On the ferry coming back from Coronado Island, we detoured into the Navy base at North Island (or something like that, I don't remember it's exact name), and this young guy came on and sat by my mom and us on the ferry. They made small talk, he was 20, from Misouri, hated sharing a room with 39 guys. He was going to play poker with friends before he had to report back at 6am. We all got off, and went separate ways... I turned back to see him, and he was turned around too looking at me. I turned back, then turned around again he was still looking. But then he was lost in the crowd =/ I'll probably never know his name, or what happened to him... but I don't think I'll ever forget watching him leave. I can't explain it. I didn't even really think he was cute, he was just one of those people where you want to know their story. If that makes sense.
In other news.. birthday cosmos were super fun. I think I drank 4 nights in a row. I love vacation.
It was so nice to see my grandma & some of my friends when we got back, though. I missed them so much.
What else... school in two weeks. Need to buy books pronto. Hmm and a new backpack I think. And new school outfits. Busy busy.
James Franco is so cute.
Sad part: On the ferry coming back from Coronado Island, we detoured into the Navy base at North Island (or something like that, I don't remember it's exact name), and this young guy came on and sat by my mom and us on the ferry. They made small talk, he was 20, from Misouri, hated sharing a room with 39 guys. He was going to play poker with friends before he had to report back at 6am. We all got off, and went separate ways... I turned back to see him, and he was turned around too looking at me. I turned back, then turned around again he was still looking. But then he was lost in the crowd =/ I'll probably never know his name, or what happened to him... but I don't think I'll ever forget watching him leave. I can't explain it. I didn't even really think he was cute, he was just one of those people where you want to know their story. If that makes sense.
In other news.. birthday cosmos were super fun. I think I drank 4 nights in a row. I love vacation.
It was so nice to see my grandma & some of my friends when we got back, though. I missed them so much.
What else... school in two weeks. Need to buy books pronto. Hmm and a new backpack I think. And new school outfits. Busy busy.
James Franco is so cute.
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Friday, 12 Jun 2009 13:34
Life as of 6.1.09
I've been with CJ for over 6 months, yay =] There have definitely been ups & downs but I think we're really good together.
My job has been going so well this past month and a half, I just love the kids in my room. Especially the twins. I know I play favorites, it's just so hard not to... =]
I'll be 20 in like two months.. what a downer birthday. So close to 21 and yet so far. I think I just want to go somewhere for the weekend, like a trip to Flagstaff with my boyfriend and then like a dinner with friends. Low-key. Maybe a river trip too...the best time you'll never remember :)
I found out Boston got his girlfriend pregnant. It's weird, thinking he is going to be a dad. To me, he'll always just be the biker from Boston who loves Jack Daniels. I guess everyone grows up!
Maybe I'll remember to update this more than twice a year. It's not like anyone reads it, but it's fun to read the things I thought x amount of months ago and realize how much I've changed :)
xoxo
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Friday, 12 Jun 2009 13:33
So this past Sunday was the Kid Rock concert! I love listening to his music live, and the concert was so fun :)
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Friday, 12 Jun 2009 13:33
I LIKE THIS QUOTE :)
"The greatest irony of love; loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them, just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know, the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here's a piece of advice; let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more."
XOXO
"The greatest irony of love; loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them, just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know, the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here's a piece of advice; let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more."
XOXO
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Friday, 12 Jun 2009 13:32
I feel like my life always goes back and forth, I can never just pick one thing. It's so frustrating.
But, I am SO excited Obama won.
I gave my presentation today though and I think I did a good job. I love powerpoint, they're fun to make haha.
I have a new job, at my favorite store, which means SHOPPING TIME!
peace & love
But, I am SO excited Obama won.
I gave my presentation today though and I think I did a good job. I love powerpoint, they're fun to make haha.
I have a new job, at my favorite store, which means SHOPPING TIME!
peace & love
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Thursday, 11 Jun 2009 22:52
I keep waiting for you but you never come; is this in my head? I don't know what to think. He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said
Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone. I love you and that's all I really know.
I love Taylor Swift <3
Almost as much as I love textsfromlastnight.com ha ha
(618): id fuck shawn from boy meets world only if we could name the baby topanga.
xoxo
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Thursday, 11 Jun 2009 22:51
A week ago, on May 27th, one of my cousins passed away. He overdosed (we think, the official report hasn't even been released yet) on heroin and a mixture of other drugs.
I usually only saw him a few times a year, holidays and such, and whenever he did my piercings for me. We were never close, but we were always family, and I think my mom put it best when she said how every year she looked forward to his company when the family got together because he was always so funny and welcoming. It didn't actually matter if you were his best friend or just a customer at the shop, he was always kind. So even though I know that when people die, it's not really goodbye for forever, and that they truly are at rest and okay, it is hard for me to understand that he's gone.
The service was really beautiful, but watching his family carry the casket out at the end and hearing the bagpipes, and then seeing my cousin and the rest of the family cry... so sad.
I don't remember any words that were spoken during the service, it's kind of a blur, but I do take comfort in the fact that wherever he is, we'll meet again. I know death is just a part of the journey that everyone goes through, but...
I will really miss you. Whenever our family gets together, I think everyone will be thinking that something is missing. It just won't be the same without you there. I love you, and wherever you are, rest in peace. Goodbye for now.
April 5, 1980- May 27, 2009
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Thursday, 11 Jun 2009 19:42
"When you start to think about him & how he makes you laugh & how he makes you feel when you're around him, you realize you care about him more than you thought you did."
My life...
new boyfriend.
christmas.
no school for a month.
bubble baths & take the cake ice cream.
life is good.
peace & happiness, I'll post resolutions soon!
xoxo
My life...
new boyfriend.
christmas.
no school for a month.
bubble baths & take the cake ice cream.
life is good.
peace & happiness, I'll post resolutions soon!
xoxo
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Thursday, 11 Jun 2009 19:06
I'm SINGLE and so excited! I had to break things off with him yesterday; maybe I'm too high maintenance, but I believe if you're not 100% happy and crazy about each other, there's no point. I've considered cheating more than once, which is sort of a sign I probably shouldn't be tied down. I just want to have fun and kiss a lot of boys, what can I say. Life is good :)
Except for being sick. But I made it through pilates today, so I think I'll be better soon. I'm not as tired and weak as I have been these past few days.
Pedicures with the fam this Friday, I'm pretty psyched. My new piercing is super cute, I love it.
What else... eh, I guess that's all for now!
Except for being sick. But I made it through pilates today, so I think I'll be better soon. I'm not as tired and weak as I have been these past few days.
Pedicures with the fam this Friday, I'm pretty psyched. My new piercing is super cute, I love it.
What else... eh, I guess that's all for now!
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Thursday, 11 Jun 2009 19:00
I have almost all of my books for school, my backpack, folders, notebooks, pens, etc. New clothes. New bedding for my room... which was more impulsive than anything. I sent my thank you card. Signed up for my dance class. Started this year's planner. I think I'm set for this school year, or at the very least this semester.
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
Hmm. Last night also made me miss partying as much as I used to.
“My favorite gift I’ve ever received is a flask. I think giving someone a flask is a nice way of saying: ‘Hey you seem like a drunk on the go. You strike me as needing hard liquor at all times… thanks… This would be good for you in your car.’” -Jim Gaffigan
Tonight at 7:oopm is... POISON!
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
Hmm. Last night also made me miss partying as much as I used to.
“My favorite gift I’ve ever received is a flask. I think giving someone a flask is a nice way of saying: ‘Hey you seem like a drunk on the go. You strike me as needing hard liquor at all times… thanks… This would be good for you in your car.’” -Jim Gaffigan
Tonight at 7:oopm is... POISON!
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
Date: Thursday, 11 Jun 2009 18:54
Just as long as you were with me when the cold winds blow.
Life is amazing. I don't think I have one thing to complain about, except maybe work, but in about 3 weeks I start working just one day a week, so I think that problem will resolve itself soon. I just spend too much time there.
"That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time." I want that! Ha ha I need to stop watching romantic comedies.
On top of all that, school starts soon! The fall semesters have always been my favorite. Going to school in the cold, counting down til Christmas, listening to holiday music on the way to school. Wearing jeans and Uggs and trying to stay comfortable and warm. This semester shouldn't be too difficult at all, one class is an exercise one, another is online, and my lab is Bio 100, which, really, can't be too hard after getting a B in 187.
Oh, for my birthday I'm getting the entire Sex and the City series on DVD. Plus I'm going to the Poison concert, and San Diego. I love my birthday :)
xoXOxo
Life is amazing. I don't think I have one thing to complain about, except maybe work, but in about 3 weeks I start working just one day a week, so I think that problem will resolve itself soon. I just spend too much time there.
"That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time." I want that! Ha ha I need to stop watching romantic comedies.
On top of all that, school starts soon! The fall semesters have always been my favorite. Going to school in the cold, counting down til Christmas, listening to holiday music on the way to school. Wearing jeans and Uggs and trying to stay comfortable and warm. This semester shouldn't be too difficult at all, one class is an exercise one, another is online, and my lab is Bio 100, which, really, can't be too hard after getting a B in 187.
Oh, for my birthday I'm getting the entire Sex and the City series on DVD. Plus I'm going to the Poison concert, and San Diego. I love my birthday :)
xoXOxo
Author: "E (noreply@blogger.com)"
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