I’m sitting here after a long long day.  The sunset is perfect.  You know when it almost looks like someone painted it? I wish I was a better writer, I would be able to tell you why it almost makes me weep. 

This is our last night in the mansion.  All the furniture is gone, there are no cameras and it's very dark.  It feels so lonely.  Tomorrow I step onto the stage and perform for you all one last time.  I can't begin to tell you how much I love the gentlemen that make up the rock group INXS.  I would do this 100 times over to prove to them that I am worth it.

Remember to always believe in yourself my friends.  If anyone calls you a dreamer remind them that the building they work in came from a dreamer, the car they're driving came from a dreamer.  The computer they love, the cell phone they use, movies and music they escape in - all came from dreamers. 

I believe in you.
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I’m sitting here after a long long day.  The sunset is perfect.  You know when it almost looks like someone painted it? I wish I was a better writer, I would be able to tell you why it almost makes me weep. 

This is our last night in the mansion.  All the furniture is gone, there are no cameras and it's very dark.  It feels so lonely.  Tomorrow I step onto the stage and perform for you all one last time.  I can't begin to tell you how much I love the gentlemen that make up the rock group INXS.  I would do this 100 times over to prove to them that I am worth it.

Remember to always believe in yourself my friends.  If anyone calls you a dreamer remind them that the building they work in came from a dreamer, the car they're driving came from a dreamer.  The computer they love, the cell phone they use, movies and music they escape in - all came from dreamers. 

I believe in you.
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Hey Everyone!
Well it's come down to the three of us.  What a ride what a ride! I hope I expressed to everyone how important you all are to me! This past summer I have learned to respect everyone who comes into my life! I have learned that your true friends are the ones that accept you because of your faults.  I also believe that you should strive to gain the things that no one can ever take from you.  Honesty, dignity, kindness, integrity, to name a few.  I discovered that you should always make room, for one day you too will need some space.  I feel like I've been born here. 
Hardstar Always
448

Hey Everyone!
Well it's come down to the three of us.  What a ride what a ride! I hope I expressed to everyone how important you all are to me! This past summer I have learned to respect everyone who comes into my life! I have learned that your true friends are the ones that accept you because of your faults.  I also believe that you should strive to gain the things that no one can ever take from you.  Honesty, dignity, kindness, integrity, to name a few.  I discovered that you should always make room, for one day you too will need some space.  I feel like I've been born here. 
Hardstar Always
448

Today I woke up to find a brand new Honda Civic in the driveway. Cool. I think I'm going to donate it to a family I read about from New Orleans. Sometimes when things are given to us, we should think about directing that generous energy into something or someone else.

 

I would like to thank you all for a wonderful summer! Please hold on to your dreams and make each moment count. For in the end all we have are our memories.  I hope to make music with INXS. If I end up going home, I promise that I will continue to create music. I now have so much inspiration from you all that I feel like I need ten arms to write everything down.

 

Thank you for believing.
Hard star Always,
448

Today I woke up to find a brand new Honda Civic in the driveway. Cool. I think I'm going to donate it to a family I read about from New Orleans. Sometimes when things are given to us, we should think about directing that generous energy into something or someone else.

 

I would like to thank you all for a wonderful summer! Please hold on to your dreams and make each moment count. For in the end all we have are our memories.  I hope to make music with INXS. If I end up going home, I promise that I will continue to create music. I now have so much inspiration from you all that I feel like I need ten arms to write everything down.

 

Thank you for believing.
Hard star Always,
448

I remember when I first got here the house was buzzing with Brandon, Daphna, Heather, Ty, Jordis, Neal, Dana, Deanna, Jessica, Tara.  Now it seems so empty here with just the four of us.  This next week - one of us will be a member of INXS.

I remember when I first got here the house was buzzing with Brandon, Daphna, Heather, Ty, Jordis, Neal, Dana, Deanna, Jessica, Tara.  Now it seems so empty here with just the four of us.  This next week - one of us will be a member of INXS.

I use to lie
But eventually died
In a room full of all my friends

 

I was a clown
Until one day i dreamed and nobody followed me in

 

What a sin
I tried to find me
Whenever I was I could find me when ever I was
I couldn't find me
And the reasons because

 

Life's only fun
When you're twenty one and nobody cares what you think
You'll be alright and just keep pushing surviving
Pushing you into this so called life.

 

These are the words to a song I'm working on.

 

It’s inspired by some very great women.
Honest women who adopt children and give of themselves
In order to make a difference.
Women who create websites and maintain them out of love. Women from Australia - Yosemite and the world.

 

Thank you ladies I can't wait to see you all again.

 

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